Thank u, hubby

Sebelum tau pregnant ni..

Angin sy xberapa baik..

Sorry to say..

Hubby jadi mangsa..

Sorry...

Truly Im sorry..

Alhamdulillah..

Hubby handles it... maturely..

Thank u.. :) 

Hubby bawak tempat imbau tyme baru kawin dlu..

hehe.. :) 

sorry, Aisya..

Ape yg buat sy patah hati...

Sy no longer bg breastmilk pd BS..

So, Aisya minum FM je kt BS..

BS update..Aisya minum.. abis 1 botol..

Alhamdulillah.. tp deep inside, sedih...bcoz after sometime.. she must be love FM..

so, kat rumah synk df juga..

Aisya masih nak df.. n happy to see me.. 

Bila dia haus, dia terus pegi dekat sy..

Tp, sadly, supply amat2 berkurang..

Demand vs Supply..

teori ni da tak terpakai untuk sy.. 

Mungkin other pregnant mommies takde masalah..

tp..sy mmg btul2 affected. 

Progesteron vs Prolaktin..

Ade baca juga, kenapa bila pregnant, susu drop?

Sebab hormon progesteron yg dominan semasa pregnant menghalang prolaktin dri terhasil..

Walaupun sekerap  mana pump, kuantiti akan masih sama..

Maybe sy tgolong dlm golongan tu..

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Semalam cuba bg Aisya, FM di rumah.....

akhirnye sy menangis jugak.. :(

Sbb aisya menangis2 takmo minum..

Pastu die nak mengempeng je.. Tp susu sy da xbyk.. 

5 minit skali die dtg utk df.. 

Heart braking..... 

Last2 hubby try bg susu tu melalui baby cup tu..

Minum juga aisya skit2..

Hmm..

Tak bole pikir lg camne nak travel dgn stok susu FM, botol susu..

Slalunye xyah pikir sume tu.. 

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2nd.

Salam..

Not sure pasni akan update slalu atau tak..

Tapi ble update sini, ade gunanye juga..

Dpt trace balik.. huhuhu.

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Alhamdulillah, 

sy mengandung anak ke-2.

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Hubby ckp, jgn excited sgt..

To be true, bukan sy nak excited.. tp juz nk pikir positif..

Haritu kan positif juga, tp xlame lpas tu mc..

Lpas mc aritu, ktorg amik pendekatan..

jgn dihalang2.. kalau da rezeki, terima je..

Alhamdulillah, rezeki dariNya...

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Sy stop BBT aritu sbb, waktu tido terumbang ambing..

Mmg tak track ble O.. period pun tak record (nasib baik ade update kt sini.huhu)

Baru2 ni, susu memang drop..

Sy fikir2, mungkin kurang demand.. 

Tp pelik juga, takkan la drop smpai camni skali..

Di ofis, pam dpt setengah Oz je..nasib baik dpt 1 oz lbih.. 

Tak expect lgsung pun nak UPT.. sbb rse mcm mmg xmengena..

Ntah camne, tergerak hati nak beli UPT murah yg singgit tu..

Trus cari agen yg kt Melaka.

Balik2 trus celup.. 

double line...

Menggeletar tgn..

Tp, mungkin berbeza skit dgn yg aritu.......

Terima dengan hati terbuka...

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Namun, ade buat hati sy patah hati.......

TBC...

Aisya approaching 10 months.

Miss me?

Tersenyum plak ble tgk last post..

Da tau LMP.. hihu..

Aisya approaching 10 months.. 

:)

Bnyak sebenarnye cite yg xtermention kat sini..

Sbb x update kn..

huhu.

Alhamdulillah, Aisya da bole berjalan.

Walaupun belum betul2 tegap, tp she is walking..

Jauh jgak.. n langkah dia kdg2 ber catwalk.. 

Bile excited.. laju nye dia..

Kte lak yg risau takut dia tsembam..

Aisya da tau waving.. tata..

tp waving die senget skit, mcm nk suruh org undur kete..

Ade sekali tu, sy tgh bf dia.. then ade scene movie, ppuan tu nak kluar gi mana ntah, saying goodbye..

Trus aisya duduk n waving... "tata...byee.." 

Waving at the TV... lol.. tgelak2 tgk..

N buat sy rse tharu..her development..

Mse tu nak bg dia mkn..

She was sitting in her high chair.

Sy ckp Bismillahhirrahmannirrahim.. n about to say eat prayer..

Aisya trus tadah tgn... 

huwaa.. tears,

then sy test lg, mse nk tdo.. sy ckp Bismillah..trus dia duduk n tadah tgn..

Tp, her mom ni lupe doa sebelum tdo.

Shame on u, mom! hUhu.

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Love u,